ecently in a conversation with friends we were discussing trials and burdens. I was told that either the Lord could change circumstances, or He would give grace to bear them. To be honest, the second was not what I wanted to hear. The thought of dealing with ____ (you fill in the blank with whatever you really, really want to change!), for the unforeseeable future is not one most would want to even contemplate. I tend to hope and pray that the Lord will get me out of whatever the situation is I don't like, change the circumstances, give me what I want, you get the picture! Yet much as I didn't want to hear it the thought stayed with me and I realized that often is the way the Lord works. He gives grace, encourages in little, or not so little things, through kind words, or something read or heard, or a very real sense of His love and presence so that one realizes at the end of the day that once again the Lord has given grace and help, and we've made it through yet another day.
"The very many letters.....that have come to me are so many tokens of how the Elder Brother has been thinking upon me, touching these hearts and saying, 'Go, speak in My name.'"
I'm the kind of person who likes to have everything organized and planned ahead, thinks through all the possibilities, and wants to know what to expect! But I'm learning that the Lord does not work that way, He wants me to depend on Him for grace every day......not save it up.
I'm reminded that we are to pray:
"Give us this day our daily bread."
and of this verse:
"..as thy days, so shall thy strength be."
and also reminded that there are seasons, life may not always be this way......
"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven...
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance."
But if it is the Lord's will for certain seasons to continue I'm learning that He will give grace and strength.....and I hope that I will learn to trust Him more for this. Thinking and writing it is one thing, living and believing is another. I appreciate anyone who read through today's rambling thoughts and hope you all have a good day! Also my apologies to anyone who got this link in their reader yesterday....I was trying to do too many things at once and hit "publish" instead of "preview" so it was out there for about 30 seconds or so. Sorry about that!